what a sad day this will be
Although I feel much better than i did last night, i’ll feel guilty for being happy today since Siobhan(step-sister) is coming over and I just found out her older brother died today. I’ve never met him, but I did know that he was fighting cancer for a while and that he was only 20, and had his first babaa last year. :( that’s so sad. She’s coming over in a while since she...
everythings a fucking lie
everything about you is a fucking lie. everything that comes out of your fucking mouth is a fucking lie. everything in this world is a fucking lie. why tell us you need us if you really don’t? why tell us you care if you aren’t going to fucking show us? this is why i don’t trust people, because in the end i always get hurt one way or another. i’m sorry for complaining, i...
I feel so lonely
my head hurts. my eyes hurt. my heart hurts. i’ve never wanted to give up on life so much until now.